one pixie's broken down devotion...

Fri, 11 Aug 2006 22:52:26 GMT

eric left for aruba today, so i have nothing to do for a week and i'm really bored. its kind of ironic, that the week that i don't have work anymore, he's not here. by the time he gets back, there is less than a week until i leave and its going to be crazy, like with getting my stuff ready to go and all. guhh.

on another note...

godzilla and mothra, locked in an epic battle.

OMFGaliens!

pterodactyl (sp?) flying over a rainbow!

ha, he got his head blown off.

MOTHRAAAA

HOORAY for dinosaurs!

HA. go on, tell me that's not the greatest dinosaur you've ever seen. i'm really quite sad it's extinct.

Thu, 10 Aug 2006 02:15:14 GMT

no, i prolly didn't just download buffalo bill's dancing song from silence of the lambs....pssh...

COUNTDOWN OF SOME THINGS:
2 more days of work left YESSSS
15 more days until i go to college 0__0
1 month and 10 days until my birthday
4 months and 16 days till christmas!!

(goodness, i'm retarded.)

=/

Tue, 08 Aug 2006 03:04:24 GMT

it occurred to me today that i have been artistically dormant pretty much all summer. i worked on my pointilism a few nights when i couldn't sleep, but i still have the whole bottom half of it to do. i finished the sky and the robot and all that, but i still have the whole foreground, a.k.a. the grass/flowers. i haven't drawn, painted, or sketched anything. well, i have done a few drawings, but they were just silly doodles of dinosaurs and mothra and robots and aliens, done with a sharpy marker and crayons. (i should post them, because they are actually quite humorous) not the kind of stuff that is going to get me through college art classes or anything important like that. i guess i've been so busy with everything else that i haven't had time to even think about anything artistic. gaah. i have so much to do in the next few weeks that i don't think i'll have time to do anything either. i hope i'm not all rusty when i start classes. =/

Mon, 07 Aug 2006 00:45:47 GMT

okay sooooo i have like a whole mess of events that i didn't post pictures of when they happened because i was lacking a computer. i finally uploaded most of them. so rather than making a huge picture post of like a hundred pictures (seriously, its like a hundred pictures), i'm just going to post the links to my photobucket albums and if anyone wants to see them, you can just go there. because i am far too lazy to post all of those pictures, and i think its too much to do in one post anyways. so here they are.

prom

my cousin's wedding

avalon

those arent even all of the pictures, either. those are just the ones i felt like uploading. but anyhoo..there they are, because i promised i'd post them eventually.

kay byeeee <33

Sun, 06 Aug 2006 00:46:17 GMT

newsflash:
I HATE MY VAGINA.

but anyways...
this may be a silly and stupid question, but does anyone know if facebook is free or not? i'm assuming it is, but since i'm kind of a tart i need to ask these things just to be sure.

ooh ooh and i'm really happy because my room mate emailed me so now i know who she is ^_____^

Tue, 01 Aug 2006 03:34:35 GMT

sooo my mom has kinda been on my back about cleaning my room before i leave for school. yesterday she kept mentioning it and we got into a bit of an arguement, which almost never happens. i think that was because i was really frustrated about cleaning my room cuz i have sooooo much crap. i didnt know where to start and i often get in my own way when i clean, so i was like grrrr. i had told eric the night before that she wanted me to do this. so sunday when i talked to him, because i was supposed to be going to his house, he was like hey. how bout i come help you and we will clean out your room. soo, since he loves me that much, he came over and cleaned out my room with me. we cleaned out under my bed, under my dresser, and more. i threw out a lot of stuff and i can see my floor now. and my room was HORRIBLE too. i told him before we started that he might not come out alive, but he didn't care. i feel a lot better now because all i have left to do is clean out my clothes and things like that. all the big scary stuff that i was so frustrated about is done. i couldn't have done it without him. i would have died, or started throwing things. so in exchange for doing me a huge favor, i fed him and we went swimming. we both made it out of my room alive and it was awesome. he's so awesome, i love him so much :) <33333

and todaaay was rather eventful. first i went to the eye doctor and he gave me a sample of these new contacts to try out. they are a new material and are more softer and breathable, and dont dry out so fast. usually i have to put eyedrops in after like an hour of wearing my other contacts. i've had these in for 12 hours now and i havent needed eyedrops yet. they're awesommme. after the eye doctor i went to see my grandma for a little while, then me and momma headed over to the piercing place and i got my second hole done. its so awesome. because of all my allergies to things, i had to get earrings that were pretty much the same as what i have in my first hole only a different color. which is basically what i wanted anyway. but they dont make studs in titanium or niobium, which is what i can wear. i wanted to get silver ones like the ones i have, but all the silver ones are sterling silver which i can't wear. they only custom-make titanium earrings, and that is much more money. niobium only comes in colors, so i got a blue pair for my second hole. so now i have my pinky-coppery ones in the first hole and blue ones in the second. and i bought another pair like them only in a brighter blue, like a blue-green. they're lovely. and a spare ball for the pink ones, because i had lost one before and we had to go get another one and blah blah but now i have a spare in case i lose one again. so hooray, because it looks awesome. after that me and mom went to lunch. that was my early birthday present, the piercing/earrings and lunch. it was fun. then i went to work. after work daddy was like raaarrr and told me that i owe him $22 for texting and that he disabled the texting on my phone (and my brother and sisters'). i was like "wtf, i like it and i'm paying for it, not you, why do you have to cancel it" and he was like, "you did it too much and it pissed me off so i got rid of it." uggh. NOT FAIR. grrrrr. he can be so unreasonable sometimes. howeverrr, i painted my nails and toenails red and they look pretty. other than that it was a good day.

this week is shark week on discovery channel, i'm so excited. i'm such a nerd, it's awesome.

i'm tired, i think i'm going to sleep now. night everyone. <33

weeee

Fri, 28 Jul 2006 22:24:45 GMT

okay okay lotsa stuff.

so vacation was awesome. it was lots of fun and i got lots of sun burn, as usual. i'm still itchy and peely. but it was all good and i have some super pictures. (coming soon.)

then i was home for 3 days and then i had to go to orientation. i registered for my classes, got my id card, and my room assignment. my group came in 3rd place in the lip sync contest, so now we have to go to the lip sync finals when we go back in august. i was really hoping we wouldn't win because i didn't want to have to do that again, but since we were too awesome we did. then i went and tie-dyed and that made it all better. it was so disgustingly hot though and we spent a lot of time walking back and forth from different buildings, some of which were equally hot because they didn't have air conditioning. only some buildings had it. naturally, the residence hall we were staying in did not. but the hall i'm going to be living in is the newest nicest one, and i'm pretty sure its air conditioned. only thing is, its way out in like eat bumblefuck on the opposite side of the campus from all the other buildings i have to go to. like the dining hall. so i don't know what i'm going to do in the winter, because the food isnt that good enough to motivate me to walk half a mile in the snow. most of what i ate in the 3 days i was there bothered my stomach a little. the food wasn't terrible, but it wasn't great either. it was what you'd expect from cafeteria food, like it was just a baby step up from high school cafeteria food. i have to get used to it though because i have to live on it for the next 4 years of my life. and i bought a sweatshirt that was rediculously overpriced, too. but anyway. by the time i got home yesterday i was SOO tired. buuuut, my computer came! so instead of taking a nap, i set it up. ALL BY MYSELF. i was expecting to have to wait for sean to get home from work to help me get my internet working and crap, but nope! i did it, all by me onesy. cuz i really am that awesome. and goodness, it is so sexy. it's positively awesome. it has inspired me to play SIMS so i'm gonna install that in a little while. and now that i have a computer, i am going to upload all my prom, grad party, wedding, and vacation pictures onto photobucket and then you can all see them if you like.

oh man i bought the awesomest t shirt today. i was at kmart looking in the little boys department for a pokemon shirt. i didnt find one, but i found this other shirt that says "chillin with my peeps" and has 3 yellow marshmellow peeps on it. its freakin sweet.

okay i think thats it for now. love you all.

cuz ya know...my hips don't lie.

Thu, 13 Jul 2006 01:11:18 GMT

god damn my womanly parts, i swear. they pick the worstest times to explode on me. friday night was the rehearsal dinner and the day before the wedding and BOOM my ovaries decide to pop. and because my body hates me, i had to have really bad cramps which then evolved into really really really bad back pain and upper-body muscle pain and nausea and a belly ache on a night when i couldn't sit home and sleep. so i was miserable during the rehearsal dinner and didn't get much sleep that night, so on the morning of the wedding i was pretty sure i was going to die. i was still really nauseous and belly aching. and since i was panicking, i had one of my anxiety attacks which made me dizzy and even more nauseous and i couldn't breathe and my heart was racing. i was trying to do my hair and was running out of time so i was panicking, but since my sisters love me they jumped in and helped me do my hair and then i was able to calm down and get myself ready and then i felt much much better. after i calmed down i was okay for the rest of the day.

after all that, we were off to the wedding. despite all of the annoying details and crap leading up to it, it really turned out to be a nice day. we helped erin (my cousin's fiance and now his wife)get ready and the photographer took pictures. it was funny though because as we were on our way to the church she realized she forgot lipstick and it was too late to go back and get it so she was like, "everyone who has any lipstick on come here and kiss me!" so all 6 bridesmaids and her mom and cousin who was the flowergirl all kissed erin. it was cute. the ceremony was really nice. and oh my god, the reception. i have never seen so many drunk people in one place in my entire life. my entire family, in exception of the elderly folks and children and a select few adults, were completely smashed. me and sean had a good time watching all the innebriated people dance. there was also a group of people (specifically my cousin rusty and erin aka the bride and groom, my other cousin jay and his girlfriend mercedes, and erin's brothers) were determined to get me and my brother and sisters drunk. throughout the whole night, they were bringing us drinks as we hid from the watchful eyes of my parents. we didn't even ask them for drinks either, they were just bringing them to us. i never finished any of the drinks i was brought, but i had a little bit of some good drinks. captain and coke, cranberry juice and vodka, a fuzzy navel, cranberry juice orange juice and vodka, and something else that i don't know what it was but it was good. i never finished any of my drinks so i was only slightly buzzed at the end of the night. however, sean was not. he was slightly drunk. because what would happen was, we would be brought a drink, and i would take a few sips and then hand it to him, and he would finish it. this was not intentional, it just kept happening. it was pretty funny though. sean is completely retarded when he is drunk. so it was a good time. the reception was a cruise on i think the hudson river. we passed the statue of liberty and it was nice. i have pictures of the whole day, before the wedding and the reception. i will post them in like 2 weeks when i have my computer. but the wedding was really nice and a lot of fun.

now that its over i can relax a little bit. and sunday i get to go on vacation, yay. when i get back from vacation my computer will be here. and then 3 days later i get to go to orientation for college. then i have like 2 weeks of work left because i am leaving work 2 weeks before i leave for college, just because i can. its easier that way because then i can squeeze in last minute doctors appointments and visits with people i want to see before i go away.

okay long entry is done. i love you all.

yay!

Sun, 02 Jul 2006 23:15:38 GMT

i ordered my computer today!! XD now i just gots to wait a couple weeks for it to get here. its supposed to be shipped around july 17. only thing is, i'm leaving for vacation on july 16 and won't be back till the 22. it takes 3-5 days to ship, so maybe it won't get here till after i get back. either that or i'll have to go claim it at the post office or something. but either way, yay its coming.

summer so far has been like...not relaxing. for the first 2 or 3 weeks of my vacation i had to go pick up my sisters everyday, and i've been busy with things, like working and helping my mom take apart her classroom and details for the wedding. now even though school stuff is over with, things haven't calmed down. july is a crazy month. the wedding is this coming saturday the 8th (NOTE: i'm sort of happy because my dress fits better now so i think that means i might have lost a little weight. i still think its an ugly dress but whatever about that.) i'm really looking forward to this wedding to be over because all the details are driving everyone crazy and its annoying and guuhh. once that is over, i have a week until i go on vacation. (ANOTHER NOTE: i found out that i get a week paid vacation at my job because i've been there long enough. so yay for that.) after i get back, i will be home for 3 days and then i have orientation for college. then its august and i have to start getting my affairs in order to go away. bleh. but its not like summer has been bad. just busy.

so this is why i love krenzy so much.

Fri, 16 Jun 2006 02:54:00 GMT

krenzy and i were having this AWESOME conversation. i was gonna put it in an lj cut but i'm using my moms laptop which is semi-retarded so its not giving me that option. bastard. so here it is anyway.

Malicious Karma: you're so stealthy i didn't notice you were online
HOORAY its kim: oh i know
HOORAY its kim: i'm so sneaky
Malicious Karma: tricky tricky
HOORAY its kim: yup yup
Malicious Karma: i have saddening news
HOORAY its kim: oh no
HOORAY its kim: what
Malicious Karma: you might've read on LJ, but i have an ugly ass haircut D:
HOORAY its kim: i actually just finished reading that and i was trying to comment but it wouldn't let me for some reason
Malicious Karma: hm
HOORAY its kim: cuz the internet's a rat bastard
Malicious Karma: indeed T__T
HOORAY its kim: but really, is it that bad?
Malicious Karma: it is... it looks like a freaking mullet
HOORAY its kim: awww
HOORAY its kim: is there any way you can fix it
HOORAY its kim: like get it changed
Malicious Karma: it looks a bit normal if i wear a headband so I'll be wearing one for 4 months
Malicious Karma: nope. too much hair is cut
HOORAY its kim: aww man
Malicious Karma: i kno
HOORAY its kim: your haircutter was probably like not sexy
Malicious Karma: lol he was nice but i brought pictures and the bangs were obviously longer o___O
HOORAY its kim: guh i hate that
HOORAY its kim: you show them a picture so its like super obvious how you want it
HOORAY its kim: and they still mess it up
Malicious Karma: pictures with multiple perspectives
HOORAY its kim: silly un-sexy people.
Malicious Karma: [funny how my mom hasnt noticed yet... ]
HOORAY its kim: when i was getting my haircut i told her i wanted my bangs more bang-like and shaped and rounded
HOORAY its kim: and she cut them the same only a teeny bit shorter
Malicious Karma: =___=
Malicious Karma: the guy was like "is that short enough" im just thinking it wasnt supposed to BE short ;__;
HOORAY its kim: gah
Malicious Karma: ponytails look worse
HOORAY its kim: really
Malicious Karma: yeah cuz from the front i look like a boy
Malicious Karma: ... a very sexy boy?
HOORAY its kim: oh but of course..
Malicious Karma: lol SCOTT
HOORAY its kim: omgSCOTT.
Malicious Karma: haha how long does it take for your hair to significantly grow
HOORAY its kim: hmm...i dunno
HOORAY its kim: for me, several months
HOORAY its kim: like i dyed my hair a little over 3 months ago, and theres only about 2 inches of my roots showing
HOORAY its kim: maybe a little more
Malicious Karma: yeah hair grows half an inch a month
Malicious Karma: we have rogaine in the bathroom but i won't risk it... might wind up with a beard
HOORAY its kim: haha
HOORAY its kim: oh man
HOORAY its kim: i just pictured that
Malicious Karma: LMAO
Malicious Karma: like in the Skittles commerical! the beard moved by itself
HOORAY its kim: like you're just sitting there, and hair just starts pouring from your face
Malicious Karma: hahaha
Malicious Karma: yeah that won't be pretty
HOORAY its kim: nyaaahhh its making me giggle, this little picture in my head
Malicious Karma: then I'll look like an Asian dyke redneck with a mellet and a beard
Malicious Karma: LMAO
Malicious Karma: *mullet
HOORAY its kim: you'll have your beard and your dyke mullet and you'll sit on your front steps and shout Y'ALL COME BACK NOW, Y'HEAR??
Malicious Karma: oh, oh God! >__<
HOORAY its kim: you know that would be sexy.
Malicious Karma: hahahaah
HOORAY its kim: i'd so like do you in a heartbeat
Malicious Karma: i'd tickle you with my beard
HOORAY its kim: you'd shout Y'ALL COME BACK NOW and i'd be like HELL YES
HOORAY its kim: ho, we're goin there
Malicious Karma: everything's dirtier in the SOuth
HOORAY its kim: yup
HOORAY its kim: and in jersey
HOORAY its kim: durrrty jurrsey
Malicious Karma: everything's toxic in jersey
HOORAY its kim: i know right
HOORAY its kim: i'm really hoping that when i have a baby it doesn't have like 5 legs or something
Malicious Karma: eeee
Malicious Karma: imagine pushing out those five legs
HOORAY its kim: all the toxicness is going to give me an alien baby
HOORAY its kim: oh my god you know what that just reminded me of
Malicious Karma: WHAT
HOORAY its kim: i got this dinosaur coloring book from my mom's classroom, and there is this one dinosaur
HOORAY its kim: and it looks like it has a penis coming out of the top of its head
Malicious Karma: LMAO
Malicious Karma: i think i remember that dinosaur
HOORAY its kim: my mom saw it and she was like omg, it looks like a dildo
Malicious Karma: hahahaha
HOORAY its kim: it had some weird name too
HOORAY its kim: like tsintaosaurus or something
HOORAY its kim: and i was like, no no no.
HOORAY its kim: it's a penisaurus.
Malicious Karma: LMAO
Malicious Karma: RAWR!
HOORAY its kim: RAWRRRR, ITS THE PENISAWWRRR!!
Malicious Karma: http://www.dinosaur.net.cn/_Kyohaku2004/200.jpg ... hehehe it's got a boner
HOORAY its kim: nyah, i think thats it!
Malicious Karma: it is... it's a chinese dinosaur hahaha
HOORAY its kim: haaa nice.
HOORAY its kim: i took a picture of it so when i get my computer imma post it on lj
Malicious Karma: why did Godzilla never fight one? he's from Japan.. they're right next to each other!
Malicious Karma: haha
HOORAY its kim: because godzilla couldn't fight its mighty penis power
Malicious Karma: it packs a magnum
HOORAY its kim: he knew it was too much
HOORAY its kim: he does
HOORAY its kim: seriously, the thing is like at least a foot long
HOORAY its kim: but you know who could take it
HOORAY its kim: MOTHRAAAA
Malicious Karma: moootthhhrrraaa
Malicious Karma: "Tsintaosaurus was roughly 33 ft (10 m) long" ... oh wia tthey were talking about the WHOLE dinosaur XD
Malicious Karma: *wait
HOORAY its kim: imagine if the penis thing was 33 feet long
Malicious Karma: ahhhh mothra and godzilla would have no chance
HOORAY its kim: they'd get viciously killed by a single cockslap
Malicious Karma: HAHAHAHA
Malicious Karma: he just has to turn around and HA-WHACK!
Malicious Karma: oh oh my eye! mothraaaa
HOORAY its kim: haaa
HOORAY its kim: mmmmmoooooothraaaaa
Malicious Karma: we must find a figure of this dinosaur.. or a puppet!
HOORAY its kim: oh yes
HOORAY its kim: and mothra will do its mothra dance and the dinosaur will be all like
HOORAY its kim: i am very aroused.
Malicious Karma: hahaha
Malicious Karma: we need to find a dinosaur that has a vag on its face
HOORAY its kim: omg
HOORAY its kim: i have an icon saved from my school laptop
HOORAY its kim: of a vaginasaur
Malicious Karma: hahahah
HOORAY its kim: its head is a vagina
HOORAY its kim: oh this is brilliance
Malicious Karma: It's on Urban Dictionary
HOORAY its kim: when i get my laptop, i'm going to make an icon or an animation of sexual dinosaurs
Malicious Karma: hahaha
Malicious Karma: and they will go nyea nyea nyea
HOORAY its kim: hahaha
HOORAY its kim: yes they will
HOORAY its kim: oh man, those definitions are amazing
Malicious Karma: i like the first one
HOORAY its kim: yea me too
HOORAY its kim: a vagina that attacks when you go near it
HOORAY its kim: i'm pretty sure mine does that
Malicious Karma: don't come near my vagina!
HOORAY its kim: cuz it will bite you!
Malicious Karma: when vaginas attack
HOORAY its kim: mine's killed people.
Malicious Karma: i've been meaning to talk to you about that... better find a safehouse or relatives closeby... cuz your cooter's probably wanted for murder
HOORAY its kim: it will literally rip your face off.
Malicious Karma: hahaha
HOORAY its kim: it ate a man once
HOORAY its kim: ate him whole
Malicious Karma: i was about to say that
Malicious Karma: get out of my brain
HOORAY its kim: no.
HOORAY its kim: you won't...
Malicious Karma: you.. already know
HOORAY its kim: why yes, yes i do
Malicious Karma: we're amazing
HOORAY its kim: we really are
Malicious Karma: only we can think of such brilliance
HOORAY its kim: i know, really

then me and my brother proceeded to look at all the vagina-related definitions on urban dictionary. it was a good time.

i might order my laptop this weekend, yay. but i'm mad because the prices randomly went up. bastard alienwares. curse you for being so incredibly wonderful and sexy yet so expensive.

many more parties to attend this weekend. 3 grad parties, a family birthday party, and a sweet 16. oof. come monday...imma be mad tired. but its all good.

i am going to miss TEH HAWWT when she goes to the Philippines next week. ;___;

meehh. =/

Wed, 14 Jun 2006 01:26:46 GMT

so, i've been going back and forth between which laptop i want to get. i've been debating between the alienware and the dell. first i wanted the alienware because its spiffier and has a glowing logo and memory card slot. then i decided on the dell because it was less money. but everyone has been telling me how awful dell laptops are and how they crash all the time. so now i'm back to the alienware and i'm pretty sure i want to get it. the only thing is, its more money. my parents are paying $200 towards my laptop, and i have to pay the rest. in order to buy the alienware, i will have to use all of my graduation money and then some. i don't want to spend too much, because since i'm going away to school i need a printer and stuff for my dorm. i guess if i get this more expensive laptop, i will just work more hours and hopefully replenish my funds by the time i have to buy a whole bunch of stuff. i'm trying to get my dad to let me order it tonight or like really soon, because i've been using my mom's school laptop and she has to give that back on i think friday. mehh. so annoying.

good bye for a while.

Tue, 30 May 2006 01:42:24 GMT

so this is probably my last post before i have to give back my laptop tomorrow. meaning its going to be my last post for kind of a while. it sucks that i have to give it back the day before prom, cuz i'm gonna have pictures to upload and i won't be able to do that for a while. sad. i really hope my parents decide to be super and buy me a laptop for a graduation present. that way i'll only have to go a few days without a computer. its sad how dependent i am. but eric and i aren't big phone people, so how we usually talk is online. and now that he doesn't have a car for a while, i won't be able to see or talk to him nearly as much. but anyways. i'll survive. i hope.

i have so much to do between today and tomorrow to prepare for prom and such. tomorrow before graduation practice i have to go to the hair place and the nail place and find out how long each will take, how much it is, if i can make an appointment, etc. and because of grad practice, i had to change my work hours from 2-8 to 3:30-9:30. i didn't want to work that late because i don't want to stay up late because i have to wake up early on wednesday. i have to call the hair place at like 8:30 before they open to set up an appointment. meaning i can't sleep in a little. i need to get as much sleep as possible because wednesday and thursday night i probably won't get too much. here is my to do list. its mainly so i can sort out my thoughts, not to bore you all.

TONIGHT:

back up all my files on my computer onto cd's

get all my computer parts together and packed up

steam the wrinkles out of my dress

try on my cap and gown, and hang it up

cut up my senior pictures so i can hand them out tomorrow

TOMORROW:

go to the hair and nail place

pack my bag for after prom

make sure everything is in order for wednesday

ah, i think that's it. i hope that's it. eeeh.

and now i shall end with a glorious survey thing!!

1. You have 10 bucks and need to buy snacks at a gas station, what do you get?
snapple and gummy bears

2. If you had to be reincarnated as some sort of sea dwelling creature, what would you be?
A sea monkey. or a whale.

3. Who's your favorite redhead?
hee eric ^___^

4. What's in your fridge?
Lots of things. too many things. sometimes they jump out and attack.

5. How many miles are on your car?
somewhere between 72,000 and 73,000

6. Do you own a bike?
Yes, but I haven't ridden it in forever.

7. When was the last time you were on a plane?
uh like 5 years ago

8. Describe the last time you were injured.
I walked into a door frame at eric's house today

9. Of all your friends, with whom would you want to be stuck in the middle of a jungle with?
hmm, thats tricky. maybe krenzy, because she would use her stealth neenjah skills to to protect me.

11. Are there any weird things that turn you on?
freckles, red hair, and green eyes.

12. What is the wallpaper on your cell phone?
a baby blowing bubbles

13. Soda?
dr pepper is where its at yo

14. Flavor of pudding?
chocolate. butterscotch is good too though.

15. What type of shirt are you wearing?
a tank top

16. Prescription medication?
yes, but i'm not saying which ones

17. If you could use only one form of transportation for the rest of your life what would it be?
uhh probably a dinosaur. yeea, i want to ride a dinosaur.

18. How many people are on your myspace friends list?
i don't know, i kind of abandoned myspace because it started to annoy me.

19. How many do you know in real life?
most of them.

20. What are you listening to right now?
the buzz of the air conditioner (we're too cool for central air) and the sound of me typing

21. Most recent movie watched?
anchorman

22. Name 3 things you have with you at all times:
cell phone, wallet, and chapstick.

24. Name a teacher you had the hots for?
i don't think i ever did

25. What is a saying that you use a lot?
sweet deal. i need to stop though. its getting bad.

27. What is your favorite part of the chicken?
the BREAST

28. What's your favorite town/city?
uhh...i dunno

29. Favorite kind of cake?
chocolate

30. What's the first word that comes to mind right now?
Fudge.

31. What's your dream car?
I've always wanted a VW beetle. but i am quite fond of corvettes.

32. What makes you feel like puking?
seeing or hearing someone puke, aaand blood and guts always does it too

33. Who got you to join myspace?
dana

34. What did you have for dinner LAST NIGHT?
barbeque-type foods

35. How long have you been at your current job?
it will be 2 years in august

36. Is Tom on your myspace friends list?
isn't tom on everyone's friends list?

37. Whats the last thing you said out loud?
something to my mom. i don't remember what though.

38. Look to your left, what do you see?
the mess that is my room

39. Who is the last person who spent $100 on you?
hmm, i dunno. my relatives bought me an airbrush kit and a compressor for graduation, i don't know how much all that was but it was probably somewhere around there

40. Who's your favorite villain(s)?
SKELETORRRRRR

41. What's the last piece of clothing you borrowed from anyone?
nothing. i can't borrow from my sisters because they are tiny little skinny things. so i am forced to wear only my own clothes.

42. What's the last piece of clothing you bought?
my graduation dress. oh no no wait. that was the second to last thing. the very last thing i bought was a bra. one of those fun bras with the convertible straps so it can be a halter or a criss-cross. i needed it because my graduation dress is a halter.

43. What phrase makes you laugh no matter where, when, or how?
ooh there are so many but i can't think of them right now.

44. Go into your text message log on your phone...what is the text?
uhh my dad disabled the texting on my phone....

oh, the housewife i will be.

Sat, 27 May 2006 03:16:46 GMT

so today basically summed up my cooking skills. i am not good at it. we didn't really have a dinner plan at my house tonight since like half of my family wasn't going to be home for dinner, so i was like hey guys i'll make some macaroni and cheese and hotdogs and we can have hamburgers too. so all went well with the hotdogs, but the rest was pretty bad. in a funny way though. i made the meat into hamburger shape and put the hotdogs in the water and cooked those. i started to make macaroni and cheese. whilst i thought everything was boiling away, i walked away for a little bit. like 5 minutes later my mom calls me into the kitchen and she was like "what are you doing" and i was like "cooking dinner" and she said "uhh no you aren't." apparently i put the macaroni in the water before i boiled the water, and then never turned on the heat to boil the water once the macaroni was in it. so the whole time i was out of the kitchen thinking my food was cooking, it wasn't. and then she sees the hamburgers i set aside and she started laughing and was like, did you press these and i was like yea...apparently my hamburgers were not made right, because they were falling apart and didn't look much like hamburgers but more like little meat blobs. i thought they were cute, but apparently they did not suffice. they were pretty pathetic and would never have survived the grill. so mom did them over. and i thought my dad was going to cook them on the grill when he got back from picking up my sister, but there was miscommunication so he didn't know that i was expecting him to do that. and theeen, once my macaroni had actually been boiled and drained and whatnot, i went to add the cheese and managed to get it like all over the place. my dad was like, where is a video camera when you need one. because watching me cook was apparently pretty funny. so i'm just like yeea...cooking's not my thing. see this is why i need to keep eric around, because i won't be able to feed myself once i'm out of my parents' house. ahhh yea...life's good. ^__^

last day of school photo post!

Tue, 23 May 2006 21:40:23 GMT

yesterday was the last full day of school. i took a bunch of pictures and since worldisround is being gay and is saying i have exceeded my storage limit, i decided to do an ever-glorious photo post. hooray!

miss wiltshire's cheerleading geese on wheels

TEH HAWWT.

TEH HAWWT and TEH SEXX

god we're so awesome.

awwww
what a hot piece.

christian and chopra

oh just to warn you all, chopra kept taking my camera and took a whole bunch of pictures of himself. so there are multiple shots of chopra in here, and for the most part i did not take them. so now you know why there are so many pictures of him. it wasn't me.

chopra dancing

haaaa virgin lemonade. that was chopra. he thought it was funny that the lemonade was a virgin.

PAUL. NEWMAN.

chopra putting his bum on dana whilst dancing

dana dancing

evil penguin of d00m! (times 2!)

the banana wagon on kristen's shirt

chopra carrying tom

chopra and tom waltzing

kristen and dana

chopra took a picture of his bum like upside down

omg its tom freakin padham.

chopra took this of himself

then he took this one of me

chopra's got the evil penguin of d00m on his guns

another one that he took of himself

our history class
in our last class yesterday we had a little tea party with iced tea and lemonade and muffins and cookies. it was really cute.

i wrote SAVE THE WHALES on kristen's back. i drew a dinosaur and a cow and the evil penguin of d00m on her too.

TEH HAWWT being oh so sexy

our last art 3 class. i love how kelly is climbing on kara and trying to eat her. and eric is in the corner being all like raaah tiger claws.

you see why i love this boy? he can throw smaller kids over his shoulder.

aaaand he likes to munch on their asses too. he's odd. but thats kay.

soooo yea, that was the last day of school. it was a pretty good day. pretty useless though, cuz we did nothing. but we got out at like 2:00 so i'm not gonna complain. XD

exams today were annoying and obscenely long. i finished the ethics exam like a minute before the bell. i totally OWNED the st vincent depaul essay, thanks to krenzy. st vincent depaul was captured by pirates (CAPTAIN JACK SPARROW) and was sold into BONDAGE. (we had a whole discussion on this last night. ) look out for st vincent in the next pirates of the caribbean movie. he's in there somewhere. cuz he's a STEALTH SAINT. kinda like a stealth neenjah, only slightly more religious. the vocab section on the ethics exam was WAAAY too long. by the time i was done with that, i only had like a half hour to do the rest of the test, so i did my essay in like under 10 minutes. i felt pretty special that i remembered all the stuff for the essay, considering everything i know about st vincent depaul i learned either this morning or at 10:00 last night. so yay go me. i didn't finish my lit exam though. i had like 30 or 35 questions left on the test. i had 100 questions left when mr o'connor told us we had 10 minutes left and i was screaming in my head DAMMIT DAMMIT so i sped through as many of them as i could but i couldn't finish. sad. i hope that doesn't affect my grade too much. i was just starting the one flew over the cuckoos nest section. that would have taken me longer because i didn't read the book, i only watched the movie in class. so i'd have to think about the answers and which one sounds best. but i didn't have time and so i did not finish. oh well. if i get a c or a d i don't care, as long as i don't have to take it again. those were my 2 hardest exams though and now they are over so i'm relaxed. i have my history exam tomorrow morning, and then on thursday i get to sleep in a little bit because my art history exam is at 12:45 to 2:30. and then, after that, i'm done with high school. yaaaaay. which reminds me i have my senior pictures and i have to cut them up and give them to people. mine don't look like everybody else's though because the package was too expensive so we didn't get it. we got ours done like a month ago at jc penneys. its done better and its cheaper, but mine look different. i don't have the drape thing and my background is different. but oh well. too bad. if people want to see my senior picture, they can look in the yearbook. that will have to do.

so after exams today, me and krenzy went out and were extremely productive. we went to the bank so i could cash my paycheck. then we went to the post office in preakness so krenzy could mail her package. then we had a super lunch at the preakness restaurant. then we did a whole bunch of walking and looked in stores for prom shoes for me and clothes for her for her anime costume thing. we didn't find anything, but we felt extremely productive. then we went to trader joes and laughed at this:

we found that quite funny.

ooh ooh another bonus of today was going shopping in the art room. before me and krenzy left, we went down to mr lanni's room because krenzy needed tape. he asked us if we needed any supplies for future use and said we could look through the cabinets and see if there was anything we wanted to take. naturally, we raided. i got all this new stuff now, and its really exciting. i'm sad mr lanni is leaving. even though i won't be there either, it still makes me sad. but ooooh i got some pastels, and white charcoal, and drawing pencils, and some ink, and some blending stubs, and paintbrushes, and a big glue stick, and this sandpaper thing. art supplies get me all hot and bothered.

tonight i am going prom shopping yet again, and tonight i WILL be successful. i am coming home with shoes and jewelry and a hair thing tonight and if anything stops me from doing so...imma hafta choke a bitch. but tonight at 9 is the season finale of house which i CAN NOT miss because its going to be amazing and he gets shot and ooooohmahgahhd. so if i'm not gonna be home by 9 i'm gonna have to have somebody tape it for me. sean is working till 8, but maybe i'll call him and be like yo bitch tape mah show. sounds like a good plan to me.

i only have like a week left with my laptop and that makes me really really sad. i'm not going to be able to go on the computer like at all until i get my own laptop for college which i don't know when that's going to be. i'm going to have to back all of my stuff up on cds or whatever, because i CAN NOT lose my pokemon or my snood. i'll die. but what sucks is that i'm gonna be giving it back like the day before prom. so i'm gonna take all these pictures, but i won't be able to upload them until like much much later. sad. aaaaand, no more daily posts. i'll never be able to go on because freakin sean hogs the main computer all the time, and the one in britts room that i used all the time last summer kinda doesn't work anymore because its old and stupid. i'm going to go through the worst withdrawl EVARR. bleh. i hope its not too long till i get my own computer. i can't live that long without livejournal and AIM and all that jazz.

okay well i'm gonna end this now because this entry is like mad long and you probably all stopped reading by now. okay good bye peace out and i love you all.

guhh.

Mon, 22 May 2006 00:11:00 GMT

today i went to my cousin's bridal shower. i'm in the wedding so i had to go early to help set up and crap and i had to help throw the party, like put food out and clear stuff and all that. and i got to make the hat out of bows too when she opened presents. it was fun.

but theeeen, i went home and tried on my bridesmaid dress. i got fitted for it in december and i've gained weight since then so now its too tight. it makes me look like a pregnant lady. i hated the dress when i tried it on, but it wasn't bad. now it's just awful because its tight. and now i feel fat. i guess its kind of a good thing though, because now i have no choice but to lose weight so i have to actually try now. i have a month and a half to lose a good 5 to 10 pounds. but now i'm all like BAH no self-esteem because i got fat. i tried my prom dress on again and its a little snug too. but i can't lose much weight in a week and a half so i guess i'm gonna have to deal with that. i guess its all good though because i've been wanting to lose weight anyway. urrg. its from my medicine. stupid medicine, making my appetite all crazy and making me eat all the time making me get all chubby... >________< guhh.

and i stiiiill don't have all the things i need for prom, either. i went out twice this weekend and didn't get too far. on friday night me and mom went out and we got me a dress for graduation and a purse for prom. by the time we got to the mall it was closing in like a half an hour so we didn't have much time. the shoes i wanted were in a store in the mall and i tried them on but they were no good so we went upstairs to icing really quick but we only had like a minute to look. the girls working there were really rude and were all like BAAH WE'RE CLOSING IN 4 MINUTES BAAH and kept saying that like every minute and then they were like M'AM WE'RE CLOSED all rude-like to my mom so we left before i really got to find what i was looking for. then me and mommy went to a diner at like 10:00 at night and had breakfast food. it was fun. so then last night on saturday we went back out but i didn't have any luck. i found this one pair that i really liked and it was exactly what i wanted, but they were silver. they looked white but my mom was like no they're silver, you can't get them. so i was sad. so i have to go out again sometime this week because i still need shoes and a necklace and something for my hair. i want to wear my hair up but i can't because its too short. stupid hair. oh well.

i don't know when i'm gonna be able to work the week of prom either. because monday is memorial day and i don't know if my department will even be open. tuesday i can work, but i can't work on wednesday, thursday, or friday. i can work on saturday, but i'm gonna go in a little later than i usually do because i'm gonna be beat. usually i go in at 10 but i'm gonna go in at 12. only the thing is, my department closes at 4:00 on saturdays. and i have to have a minimum of 12 hours a week. so even if i did 6 hours on tuesday, and 4 hours on saturday, i'm 2 hours short. so i dunno. if my department is open on memorial day then i can do 4 hours monday, 4 hours tuesday, and 4 hours saturday. but i don't know if i can do that or not. so i dunno. i'll figure it out i guess.

tomorrow is the last full day of school yay! exams start on tuesday and i'm kinda nervous. the ethics exam is hard and scary. and i'm tired and braindead so i can't get into the studying mode but i reeeally need to. i'm actually supposed to be doing that now, since i can't do too much tomorrow night cuz i'm workin. bleh. the only thing i'm really gonna study for is ethics i think. history and art history i'm not worried about because i know it, i might just glance that over. and lit i think i know. so i think i'm good. i want to go to breakfast tuesday or wednesday in case anyones interested. krenzy i know you wanted to go. so yea. s'all good.

sorry for the long entry. hope i didn't make your eyes bleed.

fuck the system, part 2.

Fri, 19 May 2006 00:16:03 GMT

i am sick of this fucking school and its fucking rules and its fucking bullshit. so if the exemption thing wasn't bad enough, i go to homeroom this morning and get a slip that says i have 4 detentions for being late. I HAVE NOT BEEN LATE. the only day in the past several months that i have been late was yesterday, but i had a note for that because there was a raccoon in my yard and my mom had to call animal control and a whole mess of other stuff, but that's besides the point. anyway, i digress. mrs sullivan gave me the paper and i was like no, that doesn't make sense. she said it was for either missing homeroom or being late to homeroom. so i went to talk to miss michaels and she looked it up for me and she said that i was absent from homeroom on the first day they claim i was late, which was in april. the other 3 days she said i was late to homeroom. the last day on the list was just this past monday. i know i was not late on monday. my memory goes back a little farther than 3 days, thanks. and if i was late to homeroom, it was only like a minute late. so after that i talked to mrs mckeon (who is useless by the way) and she said she couldn't do anything about it because she had nothing to do with it and that i should talk to miss michaels (i told her i did) and talk to mrs sullivan (which i also did). i ran into mrs martelli later and she said i should ask mrs sullivan to check her computer. i don't think this is going to get resolved, because even if she checks her computer, its going to say i was late or i wasn't there, and i have no way to prove that i was there and i was on time. i'll probably just get myself even more worked up if i try to fight it, so i guess i'll just do them. sean says you can do 4 detentions for lateness at once, so i'm just gonna do them all tomorrow and forget it all. but this whole week has sucked so bad, and its got me really upset. i guess i couldn't take anymore because i cried in art. i felt really stupid for crying because its not even a big deal. i just hate how this is my last week of high school and its ending on a bad note. i didn't want it to end like this so that when i look back i get to be all like oh yea, high school was great UNTIL THEY FUCKED ME OVER. i dunno, whatever. i'm trying not to think about it so i can just let it go and get over it. i'm probably making a bigger deal out of it than it needs to be anyway.

fuck the system.

Wed, 17 May 2006 23:58:28 GMT

soo the other day in history, mrs dacles read off the names of people who were exempt from the exam. my name was not called. apparently i'm on the list of people who can't be exempt. i didn't think that was right, because i don't have too many absences (surprisingly) and i've had a perfect A in that class all year. so i talked to sister jeanne, and the list is for lates and missing homeroom and crap. apparently i missed homeroom 32 times. half of them are days that i was in school the rest of the day but just missed homeroom. the only reason i was late was because i was sick. not because i was lazy. so she was like yea, its not a mistake, you're supposed to be on there. and she goes on to tell me that even though right now it sounds like a punishment that i can't be exempt, the whole point of exemption is to be as a reward for being on time and good attendance and shit. well i'm sorry i missed homeroom a few times. i'm sorry i was late because i couldn't fucking move to get out of bed because of the pain. its not my fault i was sick and yet i'm getting screwed over because of it. the ironic thing is, if i had done what my doctor told me to do and gone on bedside for a while, my absences wouldn't have counted as absences. when i came back to school i technically still wasn't supposed to be there. the fact that i was sick is really coming back to bite me and i don't think its fair what they're doing. and my art history exemption might be taken away too. because mr lanni wasn't following the list but when i was talking to sister jeanne she said he had to, so now that might get messed up. the whole system is just stupid. i have perfect beautiful grades in those classes, yet i'm being penalized because i wasn't in fucking homeroom. what the hell does homeroom matter anyway? i have good grades and attendance in both those classes, so why the hell should it matter if i was in homeroom? they should be basing the exemptions more on grades than anything else. and you'd think maybe in my situation they could make an exception, because they know i was only late because i was sick. BUT NO. "an absence is an absence" is what i get. fucking bullshit. i dunno. the whole thing just pisses me off to no end. i'm putting up with more crap than i care to endure and i'm really getting sick of it. URRRRGGGGGHH.

Sun, 14 May 2006 19:41:09 GMT

i posted the pictures from st patricks and the met on wordisround, if anyone wants to see.

http://www.worldisround.com/articles/295862/index.html

only one full week of school left. then exams. then high school is over. weird. o__O

Thu, 11 May 2006 02:40:36 GMT

the met was AWESOME. i took so so so so many pictures. its too late and i'm too tired now, but i'll put them on worldisround like maybe tomorrow or something and then i shall divulge in the wonderfulness of the trip. oh it was so brilliant, my life is like complete now.

Wed, 10 May 2006 00:38:55 GMT

yesterday i didn't go to work and i took the bestest nap ever. it was glorious.
i posted the oklahoma pics on wordisround today, if anyone wants to see.
http://www.worldisround.com/articles/295330/index.html

today was a good day. nothing out of the ordinary happened. but tomorroooooow shall be absolutely fabulous. because tomorrow is the long-awaited trip to the met! ooh i'm so excited. expect pictures.

here is a picture of my oh-so-sexy-and-delicious dress for awards night.

oh its so cute i love it. yumm.

damn you burrito, damn you. uugh i have such a belly ache from that god damn burrito. eeehhh.

and so it ends.

Mon, 08 May 2006 02:06:19 GMT

so, the play is officially over. this was my last play and i think i'm really going to miss it. i think this one was the best out of all of the ones i've been a part of. it was really good. i'm so worn out though. as fun as it is, it is so tiring, especially this last week. i will have been at school for more than a week straight. and of course today, my camera's batteries decided to die. but over the course of the week and the last 2 nights of the play, i got some nice pictures. and last night i took some for dana on her camera. i'll be posting them on worldisround soon, so when i do that i'll post the link.
uggh, i'm so tired now, like i can't move. i need to shower and read the last 20 pages of The Color of Water, but instead i'm sitting here on the computer eating my left over ice cream from friendlys last night. guuh. it's gonna be so hard to get up tomorrow. but things are gonna be alot easier now, because all i've got going on is school and work, and school's done in 2 weeks.

i think there might be more i wanted to talk about, but i'm so beat right now that i really can't remember. i'll post more later if i remember. o_O

OH MY GOD.

Thu, 04 May 2006 19:38:45 GMT

so yea, i got home from school not too long ago, and i have to go to the bathroom, and i have to be at work in 20 minutes.

BUT I'M LOCKED OUTSIDE.

yea. i'm locked out of my damn house. i have to go the bathroom really bad. so i called my dad and he's at the wayne shoprite doing some work, so he said he'd call sean and have sean go get the key from him. ahh here is dad now.

Thu, 04 May 2006 02:14:51 GMT

today at practice travis had a nosebleed.

...so we stuck a tampon up his nose.

YEEEEA. XD

a somewhat productive day.

Mon, 01 May 2006 01:23:09 GMT

today was a somwhat productive day. but somewhat aggravating as well. this morning we went to church like we always do, but it was a communion today. this is not a good thing, because all of the annoying family members come to see their little nieces and nephews and grandkids get their communion. they are annoying and take up too much space. the people in front of us were especially bad though. it was this couple and their son, who might have been about a year old. the guy was a big scuzz, with a wrinkly shirt and unkempt facial hair. his wife was an annoying lady who did not control her child and pumped him full of sugar. within the first fifteen minutes of mass she had given him a tootsie pop and sweet tarts. i got quite mad when she pulled out the juice box. and they knew the people in front of them, so she kept lifting him and letting him stand on the top of the pew or placing him down in the row in front of them. at one point, she dropped him. SHE FUCKING DROPPED HER BABY. it's probably not my place to say, but she seemed to be lacking in good motherhood skills. and i noticed little scrapes and scratches all over the kid before she dropped him when she was letting him jump around the seat. so she has probably dropped him before. my dad got so mad at these people that before communion he told all of us not to go back to our seat after we recieved communion, but to keep going right out the door. we NEVER do that. we never leave mass before its over. so it was pretty obvious that my dad had had enough. we all did't complain though, because so did we. gah. i don't like people.

so after church, i was sitting and thinking about how busy the next week is going to be, and all the upcoming events. then i realized, the awards night is on the 11th, which is the week after the play. i need something to wear. (NOTE: does anyone know what we're supposed to wear to that? if anyone has any idea, do tell) so me and my sister went to look for a dress to wear. the only one i liked, which was exactly what i wanted, was $3 more than i had. and my sister was saying how she didn't think it was right for the occasion, and that she didn't think that it was something you'd wear a dress to. so i'm confused. my mom seemed to think that since its at the wayne manor, a dress probably would not be out of place, and i heard people say last year that they wore dresses. but i'm not sure. i have to ask around and find out what other people are wearing. but now the problem is, when to go and get something. i can't go at all this week or this weekend because of hell week/the play. meaning the only time i have to go and get something is 3 days before the actual event. which does not leave much time for error. bleh.

after i got home from my failed attempt at dress shopping, i did homework. i feel extremely productive, because i got a lot done. i finished my health questions that aren't due till wednesday (doing something 4 days in advance is extremely rare for me), started my history project that is due on may 10th (also extremely rare for me to start something this early), and i read the book i was supposed to have finished over spring break for an hour and a half. and in like an hour i'm going to go to bed, because i need a lot of sleep this week, since i will be getting home after 8 every night.

i went to the mall last night, which was fun. i realized i had not gone anywhere other than eric's house in a long time, like over a month. and since my sisters' birthday is on may 10th, i had to get birthday presents now since i don't have any other opportunity. i ordered tiff something from avon that she wanted, so i had to buy britt something. i bought myself some things too, which was nice. i got this super purse. its really big, more like a small book bag. but i got it at native art (the superest store EVAR) and its cute and hippyish and spacious and it makes me really happy. i got a cute t-shirt with robots on it and sparkly blue eyeliner (which turned out to be less sparkly than i had expected), and i bought a necklace which is the same as one that i had that broke that i was very sad that it broke so i wanted another one. all in all it was a very good and productive trip to the mall. when i brought up that i needed a dress for the awards thing, my dad was like, oh you should have looked yesterday. but i didn't want to put eric through dress shopping, so i didn't. i did see one at hot topic that was cute though. but i dunno. i'll figure it out.

<33

fat man in a little coat...

Fri, 28 Apr 2006 00:30:35 GMT

today was a good day. i was in a fairly good mood and nothing bad happened. and me and TEH HAWWT had the best lunch EVARRR. i drew number keys on my banana, and made it a banana phone. and we played with it. naturally, i took pictures. (hence my spiffy new icon.) its too bad lindsey was not in that lunch, because she would have loved that. oooh, good times.

the weather today was gloooorious so when i got home from crew i went for a walk. i walked around my neighborhood for like a half hour whilst listening to the ever-fabulous Dropkick Murphys. now that it's getting warmer out, i'm going to try to walk more because i'm supposed to be getting a half hour of physical activity every day, which i have not been doing. i'm also going to stop eating junk food of any sort, because i need to lose some weight. my medication is making me eat a lot and i've gained back all of what i lost when i was sick, which was like 15 pounds, maybe a little more. my self esteem is getting pretty low because i'm gaining weight, and my medication has made my cheeks puffy and i have acne, mostly on my back. i've gotten quite self-conscious and i haven't felt too good about myself for the last couple of months. so i'm going to be really good about what i eat and i'm going to try to get some more exercise. i get sad when my self esteem is this low and i don't want to be sad. so i'm going to try and fix the problem.

and noooow, the good stuff.

i find this really amusing. i was out on my walk and on the sign for Cook Road, somebody thought it would be funny to color in half the second O so it looks like Cock Road. i think that's like the greatest thing EVARR.

buhaha.

i made a BANANA PHOOOONE

TEH HAWWT.

i ate my banana phone later at crew. XD

you know you're jealous of how awesome we are.

also, i'm like way mad at school for changing our last day. moving it from friday to monday? wtf, mate. what is the point of that. GOD. administration is so dumb. and now we have the awards banquet, and the senior parent mass and dinner dance thing coming up too. meeeaning, i have to get something to wear to these things. i'll most likely get one thing and wear it to both...but i don't know, because the same people will be seeing me in it only a few weeks apart, so i don't know if that's weird. gah, senior year is so expensive. especially prom. it's several hundred dollars just for one night. eric is paying for my ticket. i tried to talk him out of it but he insisted. i think $95 is too much to spend on me, so i didn't want him to. but he says its tradition and he wanted to so i'm letting him. but he's paying for part of my limo fee too. i feel bad because he is spending a lot of money on me. but i digress. senior year is expensive. college application fees, prom, clothes for the important occasions, and so on. bleh.

ah well. peace peace. <33